I Want

I have been practicing self control to the best o f my ability for way too long (minus a tiny lapse at Christmas time for a pair of boots) and I just can't take it any more! I want! I want this:

I can't wait till I have one of these:

I mean let's be honest.  It has been nine months since I got my apartment and I still have an empty living room.  In fact I want TONS of things for my apartment that I have resisted. 

I am dying for one of these (preferably this one) to wear at my pool, since I have bought one cheap one since high school.

I want to get my hair done.  I want to get the side of my car fixed.  I want to have cute sun dresses.  I want to  go to the naturopath to figure out my stomach and fatigue issues.   I want to go out to fun dinners on summer nights and have a cocktail.  I want to visit my sister and her husband.  I want to see Jena.  I want to take a dang vacation.  In conclusion, I am just so dang tired of being on broke status.  And that is just how I feel today.