Every year my birthday sneaks up on me and I start thinking about goals and dreams. Not just goals and dreams for the future but the ones of the past. I usually feel quite bittersweet as I have certainly not reached all of my goals for each particular age but I have reached many goals that I set for myself and I am pleased with my life. Some years, I could not say that at all. L
Anyway, I am about to enter into my last year of my exciting 20’s. And I have been feeling like maybe I should celebrate it. I hate birthday parties. I always have, I get so melancholy on my birthday, even depressed (not because of my age but for other reasons) and I have not had good luck with parties so far (I have only tried a couple times). So usually my sisters are the only ones who remember it so Little Sister and I go watch a movie and eat dinner and that is about it. Or she brings dinner and a movie to me if I am too tired. Should I do something with people this year? Or should I avoid the pressure of being happy for other people?
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