Fight or flight?
Normally, I lean toward fight.
(Except in relationships)
But I have never in my life wanted to quit my job, sell my things and just make a new life somewhere (anywhere) like I do right now.
I don’t know what it is but I feel tied down and trapped this week and I just want all of it to disappear.
I feel like a little girl who closes her eyes trying to get away from reality…”dear God, make me a bird so I can fly far far away…”
I don’t really know why.
On my ride in today I was daydreaming about it and wondering if it was normal to have a midlife crisis at 29?
I should stop my whining; things in my life are fine.
I finally have a job that pays the bills.
I have cheap rent and nice roommates.
My family has not yet disowned me (I know, I am on borrowed time there).
I sure hope this vacation to Nashville/Florida cures me because I am one bad day away from quitting my job and becoming a penniless traveler that may end up anywhere.
Fight or flight? Normally, I lean toward fight. (Except in relationships) But I have never in my life wanted to quit my job, sell my things and just make a new life somewhere (anywhere) like I do right now. I don’t know what it is but I feel tied down and trapped this week and I just want all of it to disappear. I feel like a little girl who closes her eyes trying to get away from reality…”dear God, make me a bird so I can fly far far away…” I don’t really know why. On my ride in today I was daydreaming about it and wondering if it was normal to have a midlife crisis at 29? 
I should stop my whining; things in my life are fine. I finally have a job that pays the bills. I have cheap rent and nice roommates. My family has not yet disowned me (I know, I am on borrowed time there). I sure hope this vacation to Nashville/Florida cures me because I am one bad day away from quitting my job and becoming a penniless traveler that may end up anywhere. 
I know this feeling, well. Enjoy your vacation, and in the meantime, enjoy your daydreams. ;)
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