Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Truth

I have always desired truth no matter what the cost. I have never believed that truth was relative. I think Jesus is the speaker of truth. I have dedicated my life to seeking truth no matter how hard it may be to find and what the cost may be. That cost has been high. I have been isolated, ridiculed and accused. I am not being dramatic, though it may seem that way. I have lost everything at times in my life, I have walked a lonely path. I want so badly to find the truth. I want to stand before the Lord on judgement day and hear him say well done good and faithful servant. I know I have made many mistakes. But my prayer is that I do what is right in the eyes of the Lord even if I fail in the eyes of everyone else. But I really would love a little support every once in a while. For someone to look at me and see that I have been fighting with all my strength for so many years instead of only my failures would be great. 

3 comments:

  1. Kristin - I have known you for a long time and this is one of the things I love about you most. I can so relate to those feelings. Keep searching and when I feel like quitting I will remember that you are out there still searching and it will remind me to keep going. thanks for sharing!

    Tina

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  2. Aw warm fuzzies all over. I can't believe Tina discovered your blog before I did!

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